Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Jas Aviva
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alaska
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Lyrics
Ive brung gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh
In exchange for a chance to see heaven
I'd replace it with the world
Said Ive done what I wanted for all this time
Until I lost interest
Whatever that it takes just to make this all a blur to me
Mixing different chemicals trying to find a magic bullet -
Was I thinking that amphetamines would fix my head again? -
Except the dopamine hasnt regulated anything
Said whatever that is left - you will break in half
Even at my best - time slips thru my hands
Even at my worst - at least thats what you said
For a chance to see heaven - what else do you have to give
Ill bring to you ivory and weaponry
The best that I can get for you
I had to remember - I wasnt who I thought I was
If only I could forget truly
Ive brung gifts of gold diamonds in broken jewelry
Recipes of chemically induced remedies for your enjoyment
Bear you with fermented fruits and other poisons
With good intentions of making an antidote for us -
All to fix whatever takes my breath away
Looking for whatever is my next influx of dopamine
Said whatever that Ive had - Ive only broke in half
Even at my best - time slips thru my hands
Even at my worst - youd forgive me for who I am
For a chance to see heaven - Id give all that I have
Was I afraid i wasnt enough because you are made of ivory and gold?
What else do I have to do to lose interest in doing anything I want?
Id give anything to you
To only gain the world
To only lose my soul
But its all Ive ever wanted
Was to get lost in