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Are You Happier?
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fear anxiety happier resentment big mess
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Sober and busy! I write poetry as a hobby. For a living, I work with dogs and Im in part-time college.
Nothing is more real to me anymore than love. I want to help our planet heal. Im working on getting my Associates in Science degree in hopes to learn more about and possibly get a job in Wildlife Conservation. I already have the best job I could ever ask for working with animals, and I want to learn how to better care for them and our planet. I also have a beautiful fur son named Hollywood whom I absolutely adore, and a handful of close human friends and family that I would be completely lost without. Love keeps me going. Without love, I wouldnt still be here. I need whatever energy I have to take care of my fur kids at work and at home, manage my own business, go to school to get a degree, spend time with my friends and family, help my friend take care of her kids, clean, garden, pick up glass and nails on my walks, purchase a car now that I have my drivers license, take care of myself, etc.
Song Info
Genre
Podcasts Poetry
Charts
Peak #17
Peak in subgenre #3
Author
Megan G. Keller
Rights
2022
Uploaded
November 26, 2023
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MP3 1.0 MB 128 kbps 1:06
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Are you happier now? Happier now that I lashed back? Happier now that I gave you a good reason to hate me? Are you happier now that it’s easier for you to stay away? If I’m the mouse, and you are the lion. Why are you still running? Hiding your head in the sand. As any illusions of us melt away leaving us naked and vulnerable. Hostile and relentless. Wishing we kept our distance just to open our eyes and realize that we never really got close to begin with. Dreaming it and living a totally different reality. Feeling it and living in two separate worlds. This is why I love. Letting down my defenses. Medicating my fears away with happy thoughts. Until my fears seep your voice into my mind and I can no longer stay placated in a trance that felt like heaven as much as it felt like hell. As my fears break the spell and mirror back at you what I feel. Missing what we never had. As the cycle rears its ugly head. Disconnecting from what never was and feeling pain? Is this what it truly means to be insane?
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